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belief, broken heart, cheating, friends, heart break, heartbreak, infidelity, long distance relationship, long distance relationships, love
They say it’s a freeing feeling when you realize things can’t get any worse.
He had the chance to spare me a lot of humliation and hurt when we spoke. I told him that the other girl was going to send me an account of their story and would he like to tell me some thing first? No, he didn’t.
I have to read it all in an email. Find out they’ve had an on/off relationship since she was 16 (!). 8 years. He saw her last May. When we were planning me coming over. We were talking every day then. Exchanging hopeful, romantic emails. I ring my mum who says “He is a bad person.”
I ring my friend, who was visiting me and is going back today. She sounds as shocked as I feel. “Oh my God.” she says. “I think I am going to be sick.”
I laugh. My friends and my family are the most amazing people on earth. I thank God every single day for their existence. And I know it is them that will keep me from crashing, from losing faith in humanity. It is for them that I will fight and become a better person.