Tags
cheating, heart break, infidelity, long distance relationship, long distance relationships, love, relationship, relationships
The other girl keeps talking to me. The more me talk the spookier it gets. When I read her emails, I read my story. I read about my relationship with him. It is like he has a split personality and had two equal relationships. It is all very strange. He must have a very damaged soul. I was trying to look back at the times we spent together today, but it was almost impossible. It seems, since I found out that it was all a lie, my heart and soul put a thick film between me and my memories. It feels like trying to remember something that you vaguely recall has happened in your childhood. You know it must have happened, because other people told you so, but the emotion and colours and smells and noises that were connected with the memory are all gone. It is like he is gone. It is like he is nothing anymore, nothing but a ghost.